Are you abnormally normal?

Are you abnormally normal?

Well, there's no any particular reason to start this blog, to be frank, I'm not even so good at English-writing, (doesn't mean that I am good at my own native-writing), nor have I any hopes of attracting viewers (No, I'm lying) ... well, why would anyone want to know why I'm starting a blog. For a matter of fact, even I am not sure.

Now, as I have started it, how do I make it look better? Where do I fill options? Where do I post pictures? How do I make friends follow? Man, Facebook was so damn easy! 

I almost gave up after finishing my 1st  bizarre post. But, I think a second post wouldn't do much harm. 

Life, at this moment feels so incomplete. But why? Because everything is alright. I have a small family, just like every middle-class South-Asian parents they pay for my college fee and I have no complains about it,  I am single in my 20's and even if I was not I'm not allowed to reveal it in public, I have got nice set of relatives, cool cousins and friends to hang out with, I did not have rough childhood nor I have any big crisis, I have average grades and every other thing in life looks so normal. But, in this normal-ity I feel so abnormal. I feel un-happy. I wonder if that happens to others as well. Just sometimes, do you feel the same way? 

Or, may be I'm selfish ! haha, Now I remember someone saying me that I think too much, may be I do. But you know, this online world have made us so conscious and comparative. How many likes do u get? Who's following who? Who attended which conference? Where do you stand? How can she have such a happening life all the time? And, most importantly, What the hell are you doing? Why isn't anything happening in your life?

Answers to all these questions are simple and that's why they sound so complicated. If you want something, you just go and get it? Why all these drama? But, you can't. The more you want it, the more you start lacking confidence to get it. You feel like  you don't deserve it. Or, you tell yourself, may be there's a next time!

I wonder how many people feel this way! If there are many or even some then I'd like to believe I'm normal. Are you?